When u smile
My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby
To sleep at midnight

I’ll be hypnotized
when looked into your eyes
Turn off the room light
Let's Spend the night

Chorus
Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain for which I'll repay
Someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I’m in love
In love again

When the stars don’t shine
And when the birds don’t fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue
Baby I’ll still be in love with u

Chorus X2

...

one emo buddy..

i will be the husky that will guard the door for as long as u need me to be

V

We find greatest joy, not in getting, but in expressing what we are... Men do not really live for honors or for pay; their gladness is not the taking and holding, but in doing, the striving, the building, the living. It is a higher joy to teach than to be taught. It is good to get justice, but better to do it; fun to have things but more to make them. The happy man is he who lives the life of love, not for the honors it may bring, but for the life itself.

terminology

Drifting is a form of cornering which uses controlled slipping of the tires to give a more showy and sometimes faster turn speeds. With grip driving, the key is to go slow to fast around the corner whereas with drifting, you try to maintain a constant speed around the corner and come out of it faster. These are some types of drifting which are possible with a MiniZ (there is no precise way to do each, but this provides you with a guide on how to perform your own drifts):

Power Over - When entering a corner, use full throttle to produce heavy oversteer through the turn

Faint Drift - Steer the car towards the outside of a turn and then use steering traction to throw the head of the car into the inside of the turn

Swaying Drift - A slow side-to-side faint like drift where the rear end sways back and forth down a straight

Kansei Drift - When at racing speeds and entering a high speed corner, quickly take your finger off the gas to initiate a mild oversteer and then balance the drift through steering and reapplied gas

Jump Drift - Allow the inside rear tire to bounce over the apex of the curb such that it loses traction, resulting in oversteer

Long Side Drift - Use reverse and steering to put the car side ways at a high angle (almost totally sideways) and hold this when entering the corner.

Last but not lease.. inertia drifting..tht means before ur car heads into the corner..u let ur car to turn to the opposite direction..and then let it swift back to the correct direction..and make an oversteer..is really hard for me to write it out here..it's even harder for me to do it on the track..but er...lol..inspiration...

i want a moon pie^_^

sPrInG iS HeRe!!!!

wonder why Nick is still here this late??
nah..i didn't stay awake till now..
i fall asleep after the full dinner that i'd cooked--pasta
and got to wake up this early because i remember there is a small assignment needed to be hand in in few hours time..so pop up and eventually..i'm blogging again..hehe

ok..last weekend was actually a tiring one..when on friday night, Nick went to conrad's 21st party in flinders and Nick actually got so drunk..luckily tzong and michael was there..haha..
and on saturday, Joseph throwed a house party so as a so called "Malaysian"..i need to give some support..haha..what a lame joke..and i didnt even put my hand on the beer..can't afford to put my health in danger again...we actually chit chat and have some "Winning eleven" gaming session till late..and reached home around 2 in the morning..
Later in the morning, Nick's cousin rang and bring Nick to have brunch at sofia and head to Caribbean market after that..
culture barrier??nah..
Carribean market was so so fun when we shopped around and have a little picnic and little baby ryan has had most of the fun there..he even picked up a girl..haha..good gosh, my baby ryan...i should just say that you are so potential..we chilled out on the grass and watched those big boys playing with their radio control Boat..that can actually chase a seagull during take off..man..that's what attracted Nick again..speeeeeeed...It was just such a nice day man...

And the week started off with an interesting monday...i wouldn't say it's a bad monday or i hate monday..but i would rather called it a challenging monday..life has never been so interesting without Yang around..
guess that's all i should write for now..got to get started with my assignment...ciao everyone..

monash clayton students..pls read this

OMG..tinglih..u slim down..haha









to all monash clayton student..have a look at what they have in monash malaysia..i think we will need to do alot in order to catch up..

thx tom for the photo..tinglih n jez..such a nice post u have there..jason aka tamiya83 for the info..frens from zerotohundred.com..esspecially mr remus..Links co. mr kee...gt racing...and all the people that has make this dream come true...thks so much...sorry if i did left out someone in the list..thx to all


for more photo and info..pls proceed to www.zerotohundred.com

it's been a while since i last update my blog..but..here i'm now..back again
first, i would like to say "grazie mille" to mr Nick Acquarola for paying a visit to my blog..

for your information, Mr Nick here is adam's dad..which shares the same name as me..nick..haha..what a co-incidence, he was searching for adam's name in the internet and he found me...Guess i should brush up my english as soon as possible since i'm posting a blog that gonna be read by people from different culture and race..

erm..i think i should put a shout here first, " to all friends that are from different culture, sorry if my blog is kinda offending towards some of the culture..because i can't promise that i will have a very environment friendly site..as i'm not posting a site for commercial wise or any other thing more than that..if i really did make u mad or feel bad..pls..go to the fridge and take a bottle of beer and some nachos..chilllllll..=p"

hey adam, "cosa stai facendo?"..i just wake up and jus cooked myself a pasta for breakfast..and hell yea..fresh italian coffee which i always need to wake me up..


think that's more than enough to write for now..need to post some pic..pic that says a thousand words...here they are

the cheeky boys..haha..love u daniel..
lol..this guy has been putting on alot..
can u believe that i actually took this photo??who said a good photo must be taken behind the sunlight..haha=p

for the particular person who is looking for a photographic partner..this is my piece of work tht i wish it could impress u..hehe=p, yang.....

to the resuce...

LOL..i received a post card from someone few days ago..she was actually one of my friend who used to have relationship probleam la..ya..is probleam..not spelling mistake..keke..and i used to talked to her quite alot for some times..

and in her post card..she actually call me Superman..haha
the post card goes like that..
dear superman,
it's been a while since we really have a good chat.Hope ur doing fine there. hv a good news for u..i'm getting engaged soon..and thx to u..u save everything..u know, they don't call u superman for no reason..you're still doing the same old thing everything, saving almost everything..but i wonder where is ur kryptonite..(i was laughing when reading this)..and bla bla(P & C la)


anyway..jus wanna let u know..i found the kryptonite..and i just wonder if one day i gone crazy..will there still anyone remembers this superman??haha..end of story la..i dun wanna keep on KEMBANGING..(for those local aussie that doesnt understand this..sumone like adam acquarola..KEMBANG--inflated with air..getting bigger and floating in the air)..haha


alryte..time for some update on pic..
i hired a cook..and this is what she cooked..stewed chicken..yummylicious

the HAPPY meal for the kid..too bad no free toys..haha
the cook..YANG..haha..=p
the concrete forest..
a mobile cigarette vendor..haha..B.A.T frens..sorry for not putting a KENT there la..but the spirit is still there..dun worry^_^





sorry for the time being..i dun have any photo of myself..but will keep updating as soon as possible..so stay tune for more fun^_^

finding comfort in pain

as you're reading this, i'm here always
can't used to it,
can't used to stop seeing you before bed
j'ai besoin de vous, jai besoin de vous

i rather staying awake all night
i rather sleeping late,
just to make sure you're living great
i have try to bring peace
i have seen pain
resting on the shoulders of your name
do u see the truth through all their lies
do u see the world through troubled eyes?
and if you want to talk about it anymore,
lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder
i do care.

you and i haven't been through many things
but i'll hold on to your heart
i wouldn't cry for anything
but don't go tearing your life apart.

i have seen fear, i have seen faith,
seen the look of anger on your face.
and if you wanna talk about it anymore,
come to the living room,
and cry on my shoulder again,
cry on my shoulder, i will never disappear.

sorry

Anyone that has been offended by nicholas or worried about nicholas..
sorry Sorry sorry
..was really lost those day..and was too stressed over assignmentSSSsss
anyway, I'm back and i will hope to keep this long enough to bring back the laughter

inspiring

NICK...stop BLOGGING..
go do ur assignment!!!

started of with a no-Nooo day

i woke up early this morning...ya..is about 10 in the morning. I know it wasn't that early but for "god of sleep" like me..this is like really early for me.

i wake up early because i need to prepare a big surprise..hehe..a real big one..since it's still a surprise..i think i shouldn't talk more about it here. erm..it's kind of cancel later in the morning, as someone can't really make it. so i just need to postpone this..too bad.
As things can be really better these few days..i choose to have a good nap and wake up later to do on other stuff..

and when i wake up..i felt very very hungry..so packed up and then hit the road..As i was walking to the a store under the miserable rain..why miserable?? my day was already not that "good" for the day, and once i walked out the rain starts to fall on my face. And at this moment, i recall a phrase that a very nice person told me before, " i like walking under the rain, because no one will know that i'm crying when i'm crying under the rain." i was really been took away by those words.

suddenly, i saw a lady with her car broke down on the road..along princess highwayh. as i need to walk passed her, i stopped and asked her whether she needs any help. i took one of the torchlight from her car, and check on the front bay after she told me what happened just now.after that, i helped her to push the car to the roadside.me strong???nah..she is driving a mazda 323 hatchback..and is an old school one..so it wont cause me much strength to push it.

and after checking on the car and the petrol level..and hey..i know what's happening..spark plug man..this happened to me before....fortunately she has a tool kit behind her car..and i manage to pull out all the plug and wipe it for her..of course this is just for temporally. After cleaning them, and vrooooomm..the car start moving again. She actually wanted to buy me a coffee to thanks me but erm..i told her she should just go to the mechanic ASAP, as this will only make her car runs probably a few kilometers more. So she just give me a warm hug with tears and she left..i would say sorry to her now, as i cant really spend time on the coffee as i wasnt that in mood for a conversation today.

hey i have a bad day, so what..i manage to lighten up other's day man..haha..
and V..don't feel bad ok..i'm not blaming you or anything. what is important now is you need to feel more better and recover real soon..is not that bad to stay in aussie..i can tell you this as i've been working as a "part-time NOMAD" i can tell you..everyplace is the same..the things that differ is how you take those stuff..i've had life worse than this when i'm in malaysia even other country..but see..things just makes me learn..i bet i wont be writing these words out in my blog if i never faced things like these before..^_^

to my f**king housemates

THANKS for being so "caring"...
have you ever heard about a guy that wanted to use the pot
but the pot was used by the owner and the owner wanted to wash it later..
and this f**Ked up housemate of mine actually wash the pot..use it and then jus leave it there at the basin..saying that is because when he wanted to use the pot it wasnt cleaned??
and this is not just once..he is using this excuse everytime..wtf!!!

i dont know about others..but i used to be a "nomad" since i was young..and i have been staying with other people all the time..and this is just my worst time staying with two asshole that crumble more than my mum..

if you're looking for housemate with the following criteria..pls leave me a message, and i'll be more than happy to let you have my room:
1. He scheduled up a timetable for the usage of the washing machine because he wanna save up money by cutting down the washing period from everyone.
2. He just let you to on the heater 1hr per day--same excuse..he wanna pay less for the electricity bill
3. He breaks the washing machine door and when the landlord come and ask for the one who are responsible for it to pay it..he tells the landlord everyone should pay.

Housemate B:
1. when u are doing aromatherapy, he says you make the whole house smells like shit..cow dunk..
2. he never show any contribution to the house..and washing a single dish to him is like something very honor..that he needs acknowledgment from everyone that he has washed the dishes.
3. he likes to go to your room to used the bathroom you have in your room..because his own bathroom is cooler--tht's what he said


what's the worse..they don't have any connection with the landlord and they don't really know how to communicate..
yaya..victoria institute boys..have so much of knowledge but talk like a barbarian..that's why i always say..higher education is a failure to those that doesnt know how to apply it in real life..

Boys..my words to you:
"be a man, u might get married one day..try tolerating..respect others..and also the girls in the house..not all ladies are willing to do ur housework for you..not even guy will do=p"


okay okay..enough of shouting here..i need to stop procrastinating..back to my work..haha
chill nick...chilllll....

updated photo

story number 1:
bus driver:g'day mate
me : g'day..i need a zone 1 all day ticket..m going to the city..
bus driver: yea..is a nice day to go to the city
me: yea..sunny day and not too windy
bus driver: any concession fare for ya?
me: nah, is alright..
bus driver: u sure??
me: huh..(rubbing my head)..hell i'm sure mate..
bus driver: okay..hehe..








wondering why they don't have Chinese chess in the city..haha

















let me intro to you guys..my personal camera-"lady"..haha..^_^












in state library..procrastinating again with my assignment..hehe












this piece of cake reminds me of the choco fudge that i had at Inspiration Cafe












my personal camera-"lady" took this when i was trying to shoot the cake..

Don't Tell Me

Thursday..04 august 2007..429am

Wonder why i'm still awake? i've tried to get more sleep as my face looks more and more pale as time passes. Just finishing jamming on my guitar(or should i say adam acquarola's...lol)with my headsets on.What??? Is freakin early in the morning, and everyone is sleeping.So i have no choice.

Sigh Sigh and Sigh. Three more assignments needed to be hand in like in less than a week, and still i'm procrastinating all the shit. And believe me, this is hell not cool. I don't wanna screw my diploma up by procrastinating. This is like my 2nd time with diploma, NICK..u done it once and i know you can make it happen again.

i was trying to keep V up by time to time. Looking her getting worse and worse day by day is like i'm standing at the cliff and looking at a girl standing alone at the bottom...shivering.. and i cant do a single thing..i've try so best to pull her up..try to cheer her up..but this ain't working..
dear V,"Is a DAMN COLD night...and is very dark..but don't worry..I'm with U..just hold on my hand and we will get through this..i will bring you to somewhere new." You say I'm a hero, but what does it means to be a hero where there's no one there willing to accept your helps??Hero becomes Zero. She is lost inside..lost inside..i wish i could just be a candle that lights her through her path. I've been through that before like few years ago and i just hope that i can dry up whatever tears that are falling inside and healing all the pain that i can find.



i've just give Jojo a call. Ya..UK..but i got no choice. At the moment i still can't find a subsidiary or is just that i don't want. We had a great conversation and she seems to be earning a lot at UK.
Although i didn't really sound out my problem and was pretending i was laughing all the time, but is still like the old days where i get inspiration out of her words. She is like my recharger, but this recharger ain't what you guys thinking out there. She is not my gf, nor my lover, not even my family. Guess this is why it used to make me miserable. She were everything that i wanted, but i've lost it. Just thank God we are still in contact, and seeing that she is having a good life there is a really happy ending..


this poem i hope whoever you are when you are reading this understand what i wanted you to know..you might be nothing to this world, might be something to someone, but you are everything to me.

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring;
It means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off...
It's the realization that I can't control another...
To let go is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try and change or blame another,
I can only change myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their own outcomes.
To let go is not to be protective,
It is to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue,
but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish the moment.
To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.

the devil

this is my first post..yes..

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

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