sorry for leaving this blog for too fkn long...im back=)

finally settled and now i'm back with blogging, guess it's just the starting of my boring life.
Update for some friends who are still with me, I will be uploading a lot of picture thanks to my latest toy- DSLR. =)
For the moment, here is some of the latest pic.

is random

life has been really in deep mess recently..but good o nick manage to overcome it.
with heaps of assignment coming up and all the time that need to be reserved for other stuff..
man..I'm gonna be in deep shit..is time for some Time Management...lol
alright..need to get back to my assignment..oh ya..adam..stop sending me lame jokes..^_^

theory or practical

There are times when we are timid and shy about expressing the love we feel.
For fear of embarrassing the other person, or yourselves, we hesitate to say the actual words "I love you."
So we try to communicate the idea in other words. We say 'take care' or 'don't drive too fast' or 'be good.'
But really, these are just other ways of saying 'I love you,' 'you are important to me,' 'I care what happens to you,' 'I don't want you to get hurt.'

We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don't say. And yet, because the feeling is so real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we really mean.

And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and the other person is left feeling unloved and unwanted. Therefore, we have to LISTEN FOR LOVE in the words that people are saying to us.
Sometimes the explicit words are necessary, but more often, the manner of saying things is even more important.
A joyous insult carries more affection and love within the sentiments which are expressed insincerely. An impulsive hug says I LOVE YOU even though the words might be saying very different. Any expression of a person's concern for another says I love you.

Sometimes the expression is clumsy, sometimes even cruel. Sometimes we must look and listen very intently for the love that contains. But it is often there, beneath the surface. A mother may nag her son constantly about his grades or cleaning his room. The son may hear only the nagging, but if he listens carefully, he will hear the love underneath the nagging. His mother wants him to do well, to be successful. Her concern and love for her son unfortunately emerge in her nagging.
But it is love all the same. A daughter comes home late, way past her curfew, and her father confronts her with angry words. The daughter may hear only the anger, but if she listens carefully , she will hear the love under the anger. "I was worried about you," the father is saying. 'Because I care about you and I love you. You are important to me.


We say I love you in many ways - with birthday gifts, and little notes, with smiles and sometimes with tears. Sometimes we show our love by just keeping quiet and not saying a word, at other times by speaking out, even brusquely. We show our love sometimes by impulsiveness.
Many times we have to show our love by forgiving someone who has not listened to the love we have tried to express. The problem is listening for love is that we don't always understand the language of love which the other person is using. A girl may use tears or emotions to say what she wants to say, and her boyfriend may not understand her because he expects her to be talking his language.


Thus, we have to force ourselves to really listen for love. The problem with our world is that people rarely listen to each other. They hear the words, but they don't listen to the actions that accompany the words or the expression on the face.
Or people listen only for rejection or misunderstanding. They do not see the love that is there just beneath the surface, even if the words are angry. We have to listen for love in those around us. If we listen intently we will discover that we are a lot more loved than we realize. List en for love and we will find that the world is a very loving place after all:

LOVE is a happy thing. It makes us laugh. It makes us sing. It makes us sad. It makes us cry. It makes us seek the reason why. It makes us take. It makes us give. Above all else, it makes us LIVE. It is not the presence or absence of people that makes the difference because a person need not be lonely even if he is alone. Sometimes it is good to be alone. But that does not make us lonely. It is not a matter of being present WITH someone. It is a matter of being present to someone.

dreams

I've dreamed many dreams that never came true. I've seen them vanish at dawn. But I've realized enough of my dreams thank the God, To make me want to dream on. I've prayed many prayers when no answer came, Though I've waited patient and long, But answers have come to enough of my prayers To make me keep praying on. I've trusted many a friend that failed, And left me to weep alone, But I've found enough of my friends that are really true, That will make me keep trusting on. I've sown many seeds that have fallen by the way, For the birds to feed upon, But I've held enough golden sheaves in my hand, To make me keep sowing on. I've drunk from the cup of disappointment and pain I've gone many days without song, But I've sipped enough nectar from the Roses of Life To make me keep living on! And now i'm sick of waiting for you to say where i can never say a single words, even if i did say something it will never take affect on whatever to your world.

apologize

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

melbourne city's mafia

holidays holidays and holidays....it's coming to the end..and soon..nick is going back to school again.
sigh!!!
Just to update all the loyal subscribers of pErSoNaLiTiEs,
this is what mai was doing during the holidays.camwhor, camwhor, and..guess what??still camwhor..lol

day:monday
Location: city(behind Vanessa's house)
weather:freaking hot(but jus dun understand why they still say it "oh!!tht's is cool!"

today, nick is so free and have nothing to do. So, after packing up all the gears..and here i go..joining all the "Big Brother of Melbourne city"..
guess what do we need to do?
basically, stalking;hunting; camwhor; and back to base.
hehe=p...and first, before the session starts( approx. 1600), nick and cousin need to report in to one of the coffee house for briefing..and so sorry..there were no pictures allowed since it is P&C
all fighters will actually sit down and talk about their wives and family(lol^_^),coffee and ciggy..
after that, red alert button will be press and everyone will need to get ready with their gears..

gearing up


ok..everything is ready..and here we go for the big catch..


i'm wondering..when will the MPSJ or MPPj starts using this type of technologies.
hey tambi, they definitely get well paid for this, AUD200 per vehicle.no jokes fella, and all the drivers are actually well educated(but speaks in a rough way LOL)..some even has a degree..Oops, why am i revealing my country's top secret!!!


nick wonder what will he be if he fail this semester again?
garbage collector?T_T

all the downpours come to an end and is time to hap^_^

can u see the rainbow??took this at glen waverly with Mr. Adam with me walking to max Brenner's "Milo-Kosong"..it was absolutely cool...